The Significance of The Little Things That Leads To Oblivion When Pain Strikes.

Okay, so here we go...The day started away with a full bus. whats new???

So todays topic was about cells which was about biology my love <3 align="center">
Went to TRCC after school to get the free Ignite tees from my friend but I didnt reallly like it so yeah...rejected the offer.

Went for the ATC...we were lectured for being late and then i realised, the instructors was from OBS and it was like recalling those days at Ubin where I stinked for 5 stright days! and then this instructor asked me "hows the air up there?!" haha...i then replied..."fresh very fresh!!!" and following that...did the stuff...wasnt much of a challenge but yeah...more of adventure was to come!!

We then played futsal at the school court and i suddenly realised, what if i were to join futsal ig and give that kind of performances??? oh well ):

The guys and I did our RJ's in school and thankfully and finally i submitted at 10:13pm...i realised that I submit my RJ's pretty early lately...from 8:30pm to 9:23pm to 10:32pm and finally 11:58pm..haha...kie peace. but the guys were kind enough to wait for me la. and faith stroke me with another B. she said this past 2 weeks I've looked distracted and silent in classes.

so went home...and I'm embarassed again.! I drooled while sleeping in the bus...gosh...there will be no pictures for that..haha. talked to farhan..and yeah...mentioned that I might not be going to school tomorrow and this is what he had to say,

**SeaN** and Vivi Calls Me Mr Mustard. says:
besok maybe aku tak gi skola (I'm may not be going to school tomorrow)
[[ ἮѦƞⱫ īŃ ŲŔ ĔXŤΣηĐĒĎ ΠєтẄΘҐќ!!!!™² ]] ▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀ ▄█▀ AINT COOL!! says:
asl?!
**SeaN** and Vivi Calls Me Mr Mustard. says:
aku tengah tak sihat (I'm currently not feeling well)
[[ ἮѦƞⱫ īŃ ŲŔ ĔXŤΣηĐĒĎ ΠєтẄΘҐќ!!!!™² ]] ▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀ ▄█▀ AINT COOL!! says:
pegilah (GO-LA)
[[ ἮѦƞⱫ īŃ ŲŔ ĔXŤΣηĐĒĎ ΠєтẄΘҐќ!!!!™² ]] ▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀ ▄█▀ AINT COOL!! says:
asl semuer tak nak pegi sola nie bsk? (Why is it like everyone not wanting to go to school tomorrow?)

so yeah..carrying on with the conversation...my translation is superb rite??? haha

[[ ἮѦƞⱫ īŃ ŲŔ ĔXŤΣηĐĒĎ ΠєтẄΘҐќ!!!!™² ]] ▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀ ▄█▀ AINT COOL!! says:
oioioi dtg ah (OI OI OI go AH)
**SeaN** and Vivi Calls Me Mr Mustard. says:
tengok la (See How La)

[[ ἮѦƞⱫ īŃ ŲŔ ĔXŤΣηĐĒĎ ΠєтẄΘҐќ!!!!™² ]] ▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀ ▄█▀ AINT COOL!! says:
oi dtg ah (OI go AH)
**SeaN** and Vivi Calls Me Mr Mustard. says:
aku sakit (I'm Sick)
[[ ἮѦƞⱫ īŃ ŲŔ ĔXŤΣηĐĒĎ ΠєтẄΘҐќ!!!!™² ]] ▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀ ▄█▀ AINT COOL!! says:
nanti aku takde kwn sey (Wait Later I Have No Friend Sey)
**SeaN** and Vivi Calls Me Mr Mustard. says:
awwwwwwwwwww (SELF-EXPLANATORY PPL!)

[[ ἮѦƞⱫ īŃ ŲŔ ĔXŤΣηĐĒĎ ΠєтẄΘҐќ!!!!™² ]] ▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀ ▄█▀ AINT COOL!! says:
SIAL (*&^%$)

hahaha...okay...quit the crap...so yeah...i hope i have the strength to be able to come tomorrow and yeah...hearing farhans pleas make it sound sadder.

So good night people. The songs which are healing me through are

Belief - John Mayer

Dreaming With a Broken Heart - John Mayer

Kelsey - Metro Station

Now You're Gone - DJ Alex

and

Hold On - Jet

To top it all off...

Picture Time

Pictures that were taken the night before the bio lesson

So This are the pictures taken today. Starting off with the walkway that brought many significance. After rugby every tues and thursday and the first hellos.


- Ben from far
- Litkwongg talking to ben
- lastly, the RJ session we had after school. ben looks like he's pointing the **FINGER AT THE WINDOW**

so thats it...take care.

Like Finally.
Hello Guys, basically received many complaints about my previous blogskin where you guys couldnt see more than 1 post...forgive me if theres current problems trying to read...the last blog template as you guys know was black so bright colours was used.

Next week will be a very hectic week ahead. I'm having the ATC during the presidents visit to our school on that day. maybe might be taking photo with him? who knows.??? haha

so yeah...life feels like a tug-of-war sometimes. I dont know how i can elaborate on this but yeah.

So I'll end off with pics of last week in which we presented for the 1st time at the lecture room.

Quizs and Distractions.

For Ain

Questions asked to be done...

1. What disappoints you the most?

- When one does things that contradicts what he/she says and waste their gracious life the almighty has given them.

2. Where will you go when someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

- Paris. The City of love.

3. How many ex you have?

- Five? I lost count.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?

- Yes but not entirely.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?

- To live in a carefree world full of happiness and free from hurt and pain.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?

-Yes. I've never got a job anyway. Money comes to me (:

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?

- The friends and the ones I love

8. If you win a million, what would you do?

- I would save it and use it to support my family, myself and my children (if i have any)

9. What do you dream of doing in future?

-Being a doctor or a surgeon.

10. Have you any regrets?

- Yes. Who doesnt?

11. What makes you happy?

- What makes me happy is when i'm able to see the smiles on the others faces. Thats priceless to me.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?

- the person who backstabs and treats you with no respect.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?

- Settling down with my career and getting ready to marry.

14. What was the last thing you said to someone?

- Thank you!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

- My family.

16. Any childhood memories that you'll like to re-live?

- yes.

17. Who are your best buddies?

- Farhan, Shantosh, azmil and many-many more!!! hahaha

18. What would be the last thing you would like to say before you leave this world?

- haha...Take Care, Love You!

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?

- Depends on the openess of the person.

20. If you could bring back a person from the dead, who would you pick and why?

- My Grandfather. A caring man who always put his family first.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above and add your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Shantosh

2. Isha

3. Lily

4. Mabelin

5. Vivi

6. Mardhiah

7. Nisah

8. Chinyeeeeee!! ba-haa-haa.

for vivi

Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don’t make sense. You’ll be surprised though. NO CHEATING.


How am I feeling today?
Sklow Down - The Academy Is

Will I get far in life?
Drops of Jupiter - Train

How do my friends see me?
Both Ways - Quietdrive

Where will I get married?
Points of Authority - Linkin Park

What is my best friend’s theme song?
Pudar - Rossa

What is the story of my life?
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane

What’s high school like?
Oh My - Mellowdrone

How can I get ahead in life?
Smack That - Akon ft Eminem

What is the best thing about you?
I Dont Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith

What is tomorrow going to be like?
I'm no Superman - Scrubs Theme Song

Goodbye 14th...Till We Meet Again.

Remember the calla lily from the previous post? haha...okay, to be honest rite, that picture that i took was while i was nurturing it from going moisture-less the whole night.

I bought it for lily, in conjunction with our two years together. I gave her on the same steps when i asked her for "____" 2 years ago.

Today, she gave her answer to me...I'll elaborate that more on my spaces. Its a little too private to be updated here.

Today is also a memorable day! i finally retired my faithful handphone of 4 years. It felt really sad though, the handphone's served me well throughout the pains and joys of my life. and it survived sinking in the toilet bowl which makes it a super-HERO. Thank you dear phone. you've served me well.

a little photos to compliment the phone which has served me well. (Taken from its predessesor)

Front
Back.

andddd...

Introducing the new!

Mind You, The Handphone's BLACK!

The room was totally dark and yet, it shined and flashed!

So yeah, ain asked me to do this survey/questionairee

which i will do on my next post

so watch out for it...Thats it guys..good night.

The Day I Saw Her Smile (:

**Will be updating at a later time, take Care**

Read This!

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Cool Or WHAATTT? haha...it was from a website given from azzy and i got no complaints over this report.

anyway, a random update on life, everythings very-very-very busy for me, got alot of stuff happening this week..and its like today, its the 1st time i finish my RJ early...lol.

and to the mambang who called me at 1:33am on monday morning, thanks for waking me up from deep sleep and singing with the sound effects of AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH and the noises to make me stay awake LOL...in the end...i still fell asleep. and dont sad2 hors...cheer up (:

i might be thinking of going on a hiatus...should i?

so yeah, tell me what you think...i gtg now...tc.

Better in Time.

How fast time flies. A friend of mine reminded me, we have exactly 1 month left before our final moments with our present class. I feel kind of sad though, I dont really want to leave but the fate is forced beyond our hands.

As we speak, I still weathering the storm. Although it may seem to have subsided, i cant overcome the internal feelings deep inside me. I'm just born taking guilt to the extreme limit and i really hate this feeling. this is something about me that I just cant change.

Nevertheless, I wanna thank all those who gave me lots of advice and encouragement. An encouragement from an unexpected source also came about and I really value those words from that person. thanks guys.

So today right, our facilitator whom also happens to be our mentor, treated us with pizzas. It was kind of nice and to admit really, i felt abit heartened to accept the pizzas especially after what i did but thanks to khai and aleeve's invitation, i took 2 slices of it, and it was delicious.

After that, met ayeen and friends at food haven, heard the rumours that have been spreading that i'm the guy who send the "regards, take care" everytime in the RJ. yeah...okay...its true people but i'm practicing courtesy okay! thats it. so went to their class, helped them in their VB, since i loved visual basics so much. LOL.

Presented and all and then, played CS with Khai and the rest. I created the game and switched on the friendly fire mode. which is kind of hilliarious la, khai kept throwing grenades and it injured us and there came the backstabbing spree.

One thing which was kinda funny la, a grenade hit aleeve, he got pissed. he asked who and no one replied. Then he turned, shot and killed me. I was like...WTF did i do??? I screamed at aleeve, i didnt throw the grenade la!!! I like said it as if i was about to cry. LOL

So met mum and the rest at ikea, mum is still recovering from yesterday's biopsy so yeah, did half of my rj at courts.

Asked alot of people about the 14th, they strongly agreed and pushed me to do what i intend to do especially my dearie ex isha. so yeah, i'm going to make sure all goes well, although theres a slight problem which i'm not going to make excuses for.

so isha...rest assured, i'll make it happen. i promise. better in time (:

♥ hell hath no fury when a woman is scorned says:
-.-
　　　　　
♥ hell hath no fury when a woman is scorned says:
are u helpless romantic?
　　　　　　　　　　　　　
♥ hell hath no fury when a woman is scorned says:
or are u like just a plain boring guy?

**SeaN** and I'm Putting The Pieces Back Together. says:
none of the above.

So yeah...you read that. (: take care mates.

**Songs that is currently running in my mind**

Better in Time - Leona Lewis
One Step at a Time - Jordin Sparks
Vida la Vida - Coldplay